Gentle sparks of hope..

A lot of things has went wrong recently and I've been kinda depressed, though I've been with Mira. Still that hasn't been enough to make me smile - I feel like a complete asshole, I've been snarling at her like a little bitch and I feel so guilty. So tomorrow we're going to BonBonland with my younger sister, and I will make it up to her. I will make her fall in love with me all over again, cuz I can't stand the thought of losing her. Not again, not ever. So I'll forget all the complications and just be happy for one day. For Mira and my sister.